I chose Cosmetology as a profession!!!!

Ali Ivette and me!

 

I never really knew what I wanted to be when I grew up other than a mother and so I never really thought about going to school I mean I did but not seriously and then one day I was praying to know which direction to go in my life and at that time I had quit my job and had no idea which way to turn. I kept seeing things about this new cosmetology school opening up in Twin Falls and so I decided to check it out all by myself without any parents or anything and you know what I loved it!!! This school was just like me totally agreed with my personality which is way out there ;) I loved the people and knew this was what I wanted to do, NOW just to talk my parents into letting me go here...................................................................................................................................................... I told my mom about it and she was like is this really what you want to do? And I said to her mom I know that this is because it answers a question I had in my Patriarchal Blessing and so mom and I went and looked at it and BAM I started school a few weeks later!!!

I love school so very much! I

I feel like this is what I am supposed to do!!

This will help my future family!!!!!!!

MY not so SECRET HEARTACHE!

Often I think that I hide my feelings very well and that I hide the fact that certain things bother me a lot and just let people think that they aren't affecting me with the things that they say or do but it does bother me and lately a lot of it has to do with marriage. I get that I am getting older and that I look like I am a strong independent woman who doesn't need to be looking for  MR RM but seriously its not because I haven't tried to find him!!! I have prayed and fasted to be able to know if I need to start thinking of a life without a husband. I feel as if all my friends are getting married and are trying to start families and I am just starting my life I just started school last week and I feel amazing to finally be going for my dreams but I still have this tugging at my heart and that constant feeling of being alone. I know I am not alone because I have a wonderful Father in HEaven who loves me very much and who guides me everyday to know what I need to do. I however still feel like part of me is missing! I feel like my eternal companion is like lost haha SOMEONE GIVE THAT BOY SOME DIRECTIONS TO MY HOUSE!!!!

PLAN YOUR FUTURE WITH PURPOSE!

Sometimes I feel like my future is never going to get here and that I will be alone forever but then I ready my wonderful Patriarchal Blessing and thing well this has to be true!  I know that if I live worthily the blessings that I have been promised will come true! I know that my Father in Heaven knows me and knows the aches of my heart each time one of my friends gets engaged, married, or pregnant. He knows that is what I truly want in my life! I have begun reading it more and more and then one day I say this cute quote and things just started to makes sense to me and it says this

 What an amazing quote and timing man was it the right timing!!! I kept thinking over and over about something in my Patriarchal Blessing about my future family and I had been struggling with the fact that I wanted to be able to stay with my children when I finally have them but I also knew that I needed to go to school. I have never wanted to be one of those moms who drop their kids off early in the morning at day care and not see them until late at night due to their career (not bashing any of you hard working mamas out there just not for me!) I wanted to be able to enjoy my loves and be able to watch them grow. So in January I believe it was the 3 I began to feel like I shouldn't be working at my job any longer and that I was supposed to be somewhere else and when I would go to work and assist others I felt good but I also had this uneasy feeling and so I quit yep although I thought I had another job but that fell through. I began feeling like a total failure and not sure what I should do so I found my Patriarchal Blessing and read it and I had this amazing sense of relief after reading the first 2 sentences. Later in the month my mom when to Arizona and I stayed here and took care of my brothers I received a prompting to go on Facebook and read someones page which I did and then I had the prompting to ask what they thought of me trying the profession they were in and Bam I start Cosmetology school next Tuesday or wait ya Tuesday! I am so happy and scare at the same time but I know that this is a skill that I could if needed I could work from home and then also work when my children got older which makes me feel amazing!!!!! I found this quote also

I have faith in my Father in Heaven that I can and will succeed that I will find my Prince and live as happily ever after as we choose!

Welcome to the NEW life of Kinzi Jo Clark!!

I recently have decided to change my life around and it hasn't always been easy but I am sooooo thankful that I did! I have been so thankful for the words of the Prophet and of the many wonderful priesthood holders who are in my little singles branch!

I have learned how the Atonement works first hand and I am so very thankful for my Savior and the pain that he went through because of me. I can not express how much I love my Savior.

Many things have changed in my life! I began to go to church more and not just because I know my friends are there but to learn and to ask question I love to learn things that I never knew before! I have been to every institute class that I signed up for this past year and its amazing what I learn just from listening to the spirit! I have a testimony of the Doctrine and Covenants and its amazing what the saints went through and accomplished! The saints had amazing faith!

I am the Activities Chairman in my singles branch and I just love serving others!