Sometimes I feel like my future is never going to get here and that I will be alone forever but then I ready my wonderful Patriarchal Blessing and thing well this has to be true! I know that if I live worthily the blessings that I have been promised will come true! I know that my Father in Heaven knows me and knows the aches of my heart each time one of my friends gets engaged, married, or pregnant. He knows that is what I truly want in my life! I have begun reading it more and more and then one day I say this cute quote and things just started to makes sense to me and it says this
What an amazing quote and timing man was it the right timing!!! I kept thinking over and over about something in my Patriarchal Blessing about my future family and I had been struggling with the fact that I wanted to be able to stay with my children when I finally have them but I also knew that I needed to go to school. I have never wanted to be one of those moms who drop their kids off early in the morning at day care and not see them until late at night due to their career (not bashing any of you hard working mamas out there just not for me!) I wanted to be able to enjoy my loves and be able to watch them grow. So in January I believe it was the 3 I began to feel like I shouldn't be working at my job any longer and that I was supposed to be somewhere else and when I would go to work and assist others I felt good but I also had this uneasy feeling and so I quit yep although I thought I had another job but that fell through. I began feeling like a total failure and not sure what I should do so I found my Patriarchal Blessing and read it and I had this amazing sense of relief after reading the first 2 sentences. Later in the month my mom when to Arizona and I stayed here and took care of my brothers I received a prompting to go on Facebook and read someones page which I did and then I had the prompting to ask what they thought of me trying the profession they were in and Bam I start Cosmetology school next Tuesday or wait ya Tuesday! I am so happy and scare at the same time but I know that this is a skill that I could if needed I could work from home and then also work when my children got older which makes me feel amazing!!!!! I found this quote also
I have faith in my Father in Heaven that I can and will succeed that I will find my Prince and live as happily ever after as we choose!
